Fuck i have school tomorrow!!! *sigh* well i guess its back to living hell. hopefully its not that bad. i always think the worst case scenrio...maybe it'll be funn i just hate my first 2 classes! after that it should go ok i hope. I need motivation to go school..........hottest guy ever is going to be there...i just gotta keep thinking that.
Happy NEw years eve. anyone did anything funn. i wish i was. but i'm not. but its ok. i'm ok with it. i maybe a little bored with it but i'm ok. Christy wants to go to laser tag....yah....as much funn as that can be i'd rather be bored alone at home. my neighbors are having a partee but idkno i mite go but mostly i love being home alone watching mindlesss t.v. and movies and mostly likely the o.c. Its fun to be in a depressed sad way. I only have this weekend left for Winter break. its sad. i don't wanna go to back to at all.. *sigh* i think there is only 160days left (according to chrsity) she could be wrong tho. Actully maybe i have something to want to go to school. its a new year. Hopefully a better one. Actully i may be a little excited bout going to school...i can se the hottest guy ever now without have to go outside and look for him (pathetic). I went to the mall earlier today with my brother. it was funn. it was the first time in a long time that i didnt have a headache being there longer than an hour. I think i might read tonite. read into the new year how sad is that.i got a new book. "Laughing away on a fast camel" its another one of my English books. gotta love it. i also got a Zodiac Sign. Very ineresting stuff. really true too. I've got all i need to have a good New Years: Ben n' Jerry's Ice cream (Phish Food yummm), My Ipod, my computer,my cell phone and my O.C. Dvds. Hey does anyone have an new year resoultions? Mine is...umm...well..yah i'm gonna have to think about that one...Happy New Year! GO 2005!!!!