::Tinkerbelle::

"I’m on fire and now I think I’m ready to bust a move Check it out I’m rocking steady..."

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Bang that hot guy at school.

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Yessssss haha thats a cute resoultion. I Wish. I got to see him alot today. It was great. He is so gorgoues. He has the whole quiet "emo" kid down pretty well. He's quiet but seems like he has alot to say. He's always looking around and smiles at people converstions..kinda odd but cute. I should talk to him. I like to talk. He seems like he has alot to say. yah...

Well, I made it through 2 whole days of school without a scratch. It's been good-ish actually. Nothing bad. It's raining here lately. All the time basically. I love it! There is just somethign about rain that i love. I hope it keeps raining for a few more days. At least until the end of the week.

Hey well, I'm downloading stuff onto my ipod and so far i downloaded every cd i own and added songs from online and still want more. Any ideas? <33
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    Motion City Soundtrack~The Future Freaks Me Out
::Tinkerbelle::

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Fuck i have school tomorrow!!! *sigh* well i guess its back to living hell. hopefully its not that bad. i always think the worst case scenrio...maybe it'll be funn i just hate my first 2 classes! after that it should go ok i hope. I need motivation to go school..........hottest guy ever is going to be there...i just gotta keep thinking that.
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    Rue of the day~The Walkmen
::Tinkerbelle::

"You want me, well fucking well come and find me..."

What a boring day. i read most of the time and was online about all day. planning on doing something but didnt work out. o well i think i mite go see the phantom of the oprea tomorrow...dont really want to tho...it looks ok but still idkno just doesnt look interesting enough to sit 2 hrs thro..if its boring i'll leave...like what i should have done with The Aviator...that movie was 3 hrs long i was gonna kill myself.Good movie tho.Way too long. I saw Jude Law in it tho...for like 10 min to most but still it was him and he got in a fight it was great. i dont think there is any more Jude Law movies! his movies stopped in 2004! awww what am i going to dO! o well i've seen every Jude Law movie that has come out in 2004 so that good...i just have to wait until they come out on dvd. i'm such an obsessed fan! Oh and Troy is coming to dvd this tueday!! love that movie.Orlando bloom is in it with brad pitt. It was my favorite subject in history the whole Greece thing.That movie was great. Sweating Bloody Orlando Bloom fighting. i have this obession with blood and yah it really hot. Me and Annie discussed this and i mite slighty be in S&M...i dont think i am but it made sense lol

I've been reading this Zodiac book lately. i believe in that crap for some reason. Its wierd cause alot of it is true. i love this type of stuff cause its like reading into someone.

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    Radiohead~Talk Show Host
Frank Iero

"Somehow it got easy to laugh out loud..."

Happy NEw years eve. anyone did anything funn. i wish i was. but i'm not. but its ok. i'm ok with it. i maybe a little bored with it but i'm ok. Christy wants to go to laser tag....yah....as much funn as that can be i'd rather be bored alone at home. my neighbors are having a partee but idkno i mite go but mostly i love being home alone watching mindlesss t.v. and movies and mostly likely the o.c. Its fun to be in a depressed sad way. I only have this weekend left for Winter break. its sad. i don't wanna go to back to at all.. *sigh* i think there is only 160days left (according to chrsity) she could be wrong tho. Actully maybe i have something to want to go to school. its a new year. Hopefully a better one. Actully i may be a little excited bout going to school...i can se the hottest guy ever now without have to go outside and look for him (pathetic). I went to the mall earlier today with my brother. it was funn. it was the first time in a long time that i didnt have a headache being there longer than an hour. I think i might read tonite. read into the new year how sad is that.i got a new book. "Laughing  away on a fast camel" its another one of my English books. gotta love it. i also got a Zodiac Sign. Very ineresting stuff. really true too. I've got all i need to have a good New Years: Ben n' Jerry's Ice cream (Phish Food yummm), My Ipod, my computer,my cell phone and  my O.C. Dvds. Hey does anyone have an new year resoultions? Mine is...umm...well..yah i'm gonna have to think about that one...Happy New Year! GO 2005!!!!
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    The Walkmen~We've been had
Frank Iero

"I wanna know all theres to know about you..."

Hope everyone had a funn Christmas. mine was awesome! i got an ipod!! I didnt want it for Christmas cause i love getting little things but i fucking LOVE my ipod to death!!i also got money and other junk but i love mi ipod! its not a color one tho but i love love love love love it. but anyways chrsitmas swas funn with the family and the other family and friends.we watched one of the best movies ever..Naploean dynamite! LOVE that movie. soooo flippin' funni. and of course we had to watch the best christmas movie ever"A Christmas Story" gotta love a classic.

I saw meet the fockers today....it was ok...i didnt expect much from it so it was good.hella people in the movies today! i had to sit next to people. i hate sitting next to people always get yelled cause christy or me talk to too much. people didnt care today cause we were quiet-ish. we snuck in to a little bit of Lemony Snickets tale of blah blah(title is too long to remember) that movie kinda sucked. i didnt like it at all. yet i only watched the first 30 min but still it wasnt that funni or smart or anything. i did love jude laws narrorating. such a sexy voice

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    Rooney~Daisy Duke
::Tinkerbelle::

Its Christmas Eve!!

 

Merry Christmas EvE!! anyone doing anything speical this year?i'm going to san fransico...not speical considering i go every year.i think today will be spent watching "festive" movies and holiday speicals. Last nite they showed "The Best Chrismukkah Ever" on the O.C. i mean i may have seen that eppisode 10 million times but its speical when its on t.v. lol i'm probably gonna watch it again today too. I should go rent Love Actually again. its festive and cute and such a good movie.oh and the Grinch who stole christmas is perfect rite now! Well i hope everyone has a great Christmas! Merry Christmas!!!!!!!

 

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    Jimmy eat world~Last Christmas
::Tinkerbelle::

"Breathe, trust, bless me and release.."

hey i was wondering can u see my backround? my friend told me she couldnt see it and i can so i wondering if she was the only one. so if u can see it tell me!<33 well went to the mall again. why do i go to the mall! in the end i just wanna kill myself! lol. i was there for 3 hours! i didnt go for me. i went cause kelsey needed to shop for her cousins. Damn kelsey! i wanted to kill myself after the 2nd hour. it wasnt kelsey that was the problem just all the other crazy ass people. i hate the mall with a passion. the sad part is i'll go probably the day or 2 after christmas...after christmas shopping!gah i already feel the headache.

     anyways..i had this wierd dream! lol. um i was walking home stalking the hottest guy in the world lol. and i see him walking in front of me and all then someone drives by him and gets out of the car. the other someone is the other guy i like. and they start walking together and holding hands. when they got to one of their houses they had this huge make-out session!! it was hella wierd. and kinda hot too. but mostly wierd! it was like shattered dreams lol their gay now i dont have a shot. wierd wierd wierd dream. i kno they arent gay tho so its all good.

i'm going to name my kid Topher lol. i just decided that. its a cool name. Topher! i saw Oceans 12. good movie! go see it! Tophers in it for like 2min. its cute lol. funni movie tho! i love brad pitt

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    Chevelle~Closure
::Tinkerbelle::

"I only dream of you. My beautiful..."

I went shopping for myself today. it was great. i spen bout $100 on clothes. i bought a skirt( lol dont ask i kno its winter but it was cute and yah) some pants and a shirt. i spent like 3 hrs in the mall though, people are fucking insane. sooo many lines and people people everywhere! i'm surprised i came out semi-sane.Santa was there. for some reason seeing some guy as Santa some old dude is really creepy. i can see it on movies and stuff but in person its creepy. i also bought a couple of cds that i lost so i re-bought them. i still have to buy presents for my family i already know what to buy them tho so its all good.Shopping is hell but in the end its funn

 

"Sing For Absolution"

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

tiptoe to your room
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and you never knew

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

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    Muse~Sing for absolution